I tell myself to cool down
Breathe deeply
Yet the anger does not subside
Re-read the emails I sent out another 3 times
I’m glad I sounded firm but not rude
Trembling with anger and eyes turned watery
Why am I putting up with all this shit?
The only person approached for a listening ear turned me away
It aggrevates
Still… …
I was practising smiling to myself in the mirror 5min ahead
Its worth applauding for
Perhaps a good dinner to reward myself before X-Men movie preview tonight?
Now to find my appetite…