Dreaming of cockroaches implies a need for renewal and self-cleansing of your emotional and psychological being. These cockroaches suggest much negativity around you which undoubtedly effects various aspects of your daily life.
.・゜゜・（／。＼）・゜゜・．
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SS4 BKK – 17th March 2012
We arrived in BKK later than planned, with flight delay of 20minutes
Luggage collecting was a slow and torturous process
Finally tugged luggage out of Suvarnabhumi Airport after another half hour
We cabbed to hotel under the scorching sunHotel check in was another long wait
Arriving at 4.30pm local time, they told us we had to wait for another hour for an available room
This is seriously uncalled for!
I could feel my blood boiling when they told me that
Good thing they were able to secure us a room before I unleash my furyQuick dinner at McDonalds before we head off to the concert venue
I can’t remember when was the last time I had McPork
It tastes good!We were all queasy when caught up in the traffic on our way to the concert venue
Arrived in time to listen to “Superman”
My first time in mosh pit for Super JuniorIt was so close, compared to seated arena
I could feel them look at us as though they were trying to recongnise faces
And there were so many times I had eye contact with the members
The only thing I wasn’t sure was whether Yesung really saw
Its forever him turning away once I thought our eyes met
And I was dragged outta the concert venue for photo taking during “Perfection” song
1.5hrs concert missedI was just standing around the concert venue moping when Siwon suddenly appeared in front of me
He waved and smiled ever so sweetly
At least he made my night much better ^^
I also managed to see Yesung’s parents and Donghae’s elder brother as they leave concert hallWe didn’t spend a lot of time trying to hail a cab back to hotel
Just that price paid is around 3 times of the original price
At least we weren’t desperate to hop on a cab that quoted us 10 times the priceWaited in the hotel lobby to no avail and we were more intent on using the Internet
With grumbling stomachs, we decided to leave the hotel for our own activities
Walked a long long way combing through the streets outside our hotel looking for a decent Thai Massage shop
Finally decided for one that was just average
Supper was Nissin instant Tom Yum noodles + CokeSlept at around 4am and we were dog tired
I just wish I could sleep my unhappiness away
Wishing the next day would turn out all well -
Maybe I’m Just Hungry
To see food in your dream represents physical and emotional nourishment and energies. The different types of food can symbolize a wide range of things. Generally, fruit is symbolic of sensuality, meat represents animalistic desires, and vegetables pertain to healthy pursuits. Frozen foods may imply your cold emotions and frigid ways.
To see bread in your dream represents the basic needs of life. Bread may signify the positive qualities and great things you have learned on your journey of life. Alternatively, it suggests that you need to rise above the situation or rise for the occasion.
To see friends in your dream signify aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to incorporate and acknowledge. The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Alternatively, dreaming of a friend indicates positive news.
Well, I dreamt of someone from Primary School days that I hardly talk to…
To see your childhood friend in your dream signifies regression into your past where you had no responsibilities. Things were much simpler and carefree. You may be wanting to escape the pressures and stresses of adulthood.
I seriously wish things were much simpler
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Bangkok I’m Coming!
It feels good that examinations are out of my system for good
I’m actually looking forward to the Korean basic level 2 test that Shan and I have been putting off since forever
Okay, last year to be exactPerhaps I should restart my engine to do some reading on my own first
Heh~This weekend is off to Bangkok for the first time in my life
I mean I finally get to step outta Suvarnabhumi Airport and tarmac!
The idea itself is exhilarating
And its gonna be my 4th and 5th Super Show 4
Still looking forward and very excited about the showsIn the meantime
I’m watching what I eat these few days
To prepare myself for mango glutinous rice, tom yam soup and more goodness!
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Hey
I’m sorry I think you into someone else
And like you for itI didn’t even bother try knowing you
It is so much easier liking the character and place it on you
Compared to getting to know youYet again
All this I’m feeling does not make a difference to anyoneI just wish you’d know my existence
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Shrug It Off Me
Monday back at work
I think a decision has been made sub-consciouslyWhy should I take things so seriously and put myself on the chopping board?
5 years down the road, I won’t be here anymore
I don’t see myself here even next year
There’s simply no reason for me to take the rap for what’s happening nowSince everyone doesn’t seem to care
I shall wash my hands off it too!
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S.O.S
This is not good
The feeling I have now
Reminds me so much of my Jetstar daysI don’t feel like going out to see anyone
There seems to be judging eyes on me all the time
If I turn, the person behind me is probably passing comments on meI dread going to work so badly
Feels like waking up in a hospital is better off lying in my bed at home
At least I don’t have to turn up for work the next day
I don’t need to expose myself to those people whose heart is so maliciousI want to run away from everything
DesperatelyPlease give me something to cling on
Before I lose myself… …
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Alive?
Recently I can’t seem to remember my dreams
I fall into deep sleep instantly once I sink into bed
Yet I’m sure I dreamtNowadays I feel like I just dreamt things into reality
I can’t differentiate whether the things I remember were fiction or fact
Had to resort to looking through my message histories and twitter histories to verifyI am losing my mind…
Slowly… … …