The past week I’ve been heading to bed as early as 10.30pm, even on weekends. Gone are the days where I head to bed at 3am in the morning and finally wake up to a hungry stomach at 12pm. Now I reluctantly climb out of bed before 7am everyday and heads out before the sky turns bright. Every morning, I turned into a drama female lead being separated with my fellow drama male lead, the bed. I cling on to my bed as though it’s going to be the last time I’m going to see it, shedding tears that came to me when I yawned.
Despite the lack of sleep everyday, my dreaming capabilities is still functioning well. Just last night I had such a long and disturbing dream. In the wee hours of the night, I was awoken by my own coughing, and thought to myself, ‘What a nightmare I just had…’ and dozed off once again, continuing the very dream.
Your dream implies that there is an old lesson from previously employment that you need to learn and apply to your current situation. It also implies that you feel unprepared for some challenge in your waking life. You may even be harboring some guilt because you did not prepare enough for a school exam, meeting, business proposal, or some project. Perhaps you have been procrastinating on a task and waited until the last minute to cram it all in. Alternatively, it could be telling you that you are setting yourself up for failure because you have set unrealistic goals for yourself.
The simple dream interpretation seems to imply that I am insecure at this very moment, which I can’t deny. A whole lot of uncertainties but it means excitement too! I guess the adrenaline rush is something I need to contain and enjoy at the same time. That being said, I should probably get back to work.