My friend shared with me the other day about Scoot Airline deals to Seoul. That day, I found myself spending a lot of time looking at 2015 calendar and non-stop pressing the calculator to measure my finances. Rational part of me is telling me not to buy, but the insensible part of me wouldn’t let me leave the Scoot website. In the end, I made a decision to let it pass. Now is not the time, and neither does my wallet allows me to be capricious.
That very night, I dreamt that I suddenly found cheap air tickets to Hong Kong, and once again I was on my way to Hong Kong for a vacation alone. Instead of feeling the excitement of embarking on a vacation trip, I found myself feeling guilty that I wasn’t bringing my parents along on the trip with me. At the same time, I was planning to buy another Longchamp bag on that very trip. Despite limited resources, I was persistent in making the purchase, very well knowing that the guiltiness in me would increase after the transaction.
Your dream implies feelings of rejection. You may be feeling that no one understand you.
You are feeling guilty about something is in relations to how you are handling your successes and failures or competence and incompetence. You may feel undeserving of your achievements. Or on the other hand, you feel that you have let others down. Alternatively, the dream is symbolic of repressed and negative feelings that you may have about yourself.
To dream that you are on vacation indicates that you need a break to recharge your energies and revitalize yourself. You need to break out of your daily routine and do something different.
As usual, my dream reflects my negativity and my reluctance to stay status quo. I need a dosage of positive injection in my life.