• Sigh

    Dreamt of Yesung last night
    He was giving fan service and I got a hug
    Very warm hug
    I whispered “thank you” in Korean in his ears and we parted
    And I was greeted with another very warm smile

    Sigh…
    The aftermath of jealousy from fansign in Korea
    ㅠㅠ

  • Shindong Photocard

    Dreamt of Yesung last night
    Somehow I was at a venue like DND
    But guests were all poly classmates
    When the dinner was coming to an end, we heard from the next table that we could get a random card package from the artist at only KR$1
    The next table showed us photos of their card packages
    Photos were random but turned out to be all their group photos
    They have like 5 – 6 packages

    I was panicky because I was penniless and Yesung was the person giving out card packages
    I so so wanted to get one but the dinner was coming to an end

    I hurried to a table where Yesung was standing on top of it, handing out card packages to whoever wanted it
    I spoke in broken Korean asking how much I have to pay
    He looked at me intently without replying
    My ex-colleague Mich was standing beside me with a KR$1
    She handed it to me and I passed it to Yesung
    He then came so near to passed me my card package
    I could even hear my heart flutter in my dream

    He walked away almost immediately after passing me the card package
    I opened it up to find it was Wu Zun
    So very disappointed
    No Yesung, not even Super Junior

    It must be the aftermath of Super Junior 6Jib Sexy, Free & Single Photocards
    >.<
    I got Shindong from Version A
    Sigh~

  • KTR Schedule [28 May 2012 – 03 Jun 2012]

    Kiss The Radio schedule for this week:

    Monday,28th May 2012 [BORA]
    Infinite

    Tuesday,29th May 2012 [BORA]
    Infinite

    Wednesday,30th May 2012 [BORA]
    Kim Jisu, J Rabbit

    Thursday, 31st May 2012 [BORA]
    No Guests

    Friday, 01st Jun 2012
    No Guests

    Saturday, 02nd Jun 2012
    No Guests

    Sunday, 03rd Jun 2012
    No Guests

  • KTR Schedule [21 May 2012 – 27 May 2012]

    Kiss The Radio schedule for this week:

    Monday,21st May 2012
    No Guests

    Tuesday,22nd May 2012
    No Guests

    Wednesday,23rd May 2012 [BORA]
    No Guests

    Thursday, 24th May 2012 [BORA]
    Guests: Sunny Hill

    Friday, 25th May 2012
    Guests: Peppertones

    Saturday, 26th May 2012
    Guests: Park Won and Lady Jane

    Sunday, 27th May 2012
    No Guests

  • Missing Again

    I dreamt again the night before
    That somehow I was in the same place where Yesung is

    It was given notion that Yesung would take photos with everyone there and we immediately clattered around him
    I saw my mum holding on to a DSLR camera and was apparently the photographer
    I was standing one person away from Yesung, directing her where take photos from
    My mum was very insecure and keep mumbling she doesn’t know how to take photos
    In the end I gave up my position and offered to take photos for everyone else

    To dream that you are taking a picture suggests that you need to focus more attention on some situation or relationship. Perhaps, you feel that you need to recapture some past moments in a relationship. Alternatively, taking a picture refers to your desires to hold onto a certain moment in your life.

    After the photography session, I was so upset because I wasn’t in the pictures
    Someone came up to me and commented in disgust, that I was perspiring a lot

    To dream that you are sweating suggests that you are experiencing some overwhelming anxiety, stress, fear, or nervousness in your life. This dream may serve to remind you that in order to achieve success, you need to endure the struggle and efforts that go along with success. Alternatively, sweating signifies a kind of cleansing or ridding of bad karma. You may be going through an emotional cool-off period.

    Next moment, I’m watching a Super Show concert
    The boys were everywhere as usual
    Shindong commented something about us standing too forward, and telling us to be careful
    Heechul was smiling and waving back when I shouted out his name, waving frantically

    To dream that you are waving to someone represents your connection to that person. You are trying to gain their recognition or get their attention. Perhaps there is a certain aspect of this person that you need to incorporate into your own self. The dream may also signify your need to develop deeper and closer friendship ties. 

    I miss the boys
    So much… … …

  • SS4 BKK – 19th March 2012

    We woke up early for a swim that morning
    The boys aren’t coming for gym these days
    It doesn’t really matter anyway
    With or without them, we’d still be fully utilising the pool

    Breakfast was truly surprising
    Kyuhyun was there too having his breakfast
    We presumed he just arrived, with the number of ELF surrounding the restaurant
    He was zooming in and out filling up his plate in his possible fastest pace
    I still remember him getting apple juice and ketchup
    He ate in uber fast speed too!
    At least we get our incentives for staying in the same hotel
    Heh~

    We checked outta our hotel and left for Platinum Mall
    Again not much shopping done
    Lunch was yummilicious fake shark fins soup
    We left for airport in the afternoon
    Home sweet home at 10pm in the night

    This marks the end of the short BKK trip
    Marks the end of my SS4 tour with the boys

  • SS4 BKK – 18th March 2012

    Trying to recall what happened weeks ago
    My memory is already starting to fail me

    Shan and I woke up for an early swim
    It felt good to be swimming after so long
    Breakfast at hotel lobby after that
    We saw Yesung’s parents and Donghae’s mum eating there too

    Left hotel for Chatuchak when it was still morning
    Puppies there are soooooo cute
    If only I could own one too
    There wasn’t really much shopping done
    We were hurrying ourselves through the market

    Finally managed to find glutinous mango rice while combing through the streets
    We hurried back to our hotel to eat and freshen up before our trip to concert venue
    Bought tons of Maxim contact lens there since there were free Donghae posters given

    We got into a fight with the security staff at the venue
    Their body check was infuriating enough
    I even had to open my wallet to show them what’s inside
    They dug through my bag, took out my posters and cast them aside without a word
    That was the final straw
    I practically shouted at them

    At least my posters were still there when I exit from the venue
    Humph!

    The people queuing in front of us were more poor thing
    They couldn’t even bring their mobile phone into the venue
    Stupid concert organizer!

    LeeTeuk fell during the concert
    Shindong was pushing him backstage
    Siwon turned and wet towels for him, murmuring 바보 twice
    Finally LeeTeuk was pushed backstage to deal with his wound
    He didn’t play piano or saxophone for his solo
    Tears were welling up in his eyes
    At the end of the concert, he couldn’t even walk with all the crying
    Ah… heartache >.<

    They sing “Marry You” impromptu towards the very end
    I wish the concert would go on forever
    I wish this wasn’t my last SS4

    We went back to our hotel and left for massage
    Bought KFC and instant noodles back to our room for supper

    The blues of returning to work soon sets in
    The blues of last SS4
    Moody… …

  • SS4 BKK – 17th March 2012

    We arrived in BKK later than planned, with flight delay of 20minutes
    Luggage collecting was a slow and torturous process
    Finally tugged luggage out of Suvarnabhumi Airport after another half hour
    We cabbed to hotel under the scorching sun

    Hotel check in was another long wait
    Arriving at 4.30pm local time, they told us we had to wait for another hour for an available room
    This is seriously uncalled for!
    I could feel my blood boiling when they told me that
    Good thing they were able to secure us a room before I unleash my fury

    Quick dinner at McDonalds before we head off to the concert venue
    I can’t remember when was the last time I had McPork
    It tastes good!

    We were all queasy when caught up in the traffic on our way to the concert venue
    Arrived in time to listen to “Superman”
    My first time in mosh pit for Super Junior

    It was so close, compared to seated arena
    I could feel them look at us as though they were trying to recongnise faces
    And there were so many times I had eye contact with the members
    The only thing I wasn’t sure was whether Yesung really saw
    Its forever him turning away once I thought our eyes met

    And I was dragged outta the concert venue for photo taking during “Perfection” song
    1.5hrs concert missed

    I was just standing around the concert venue moping when Siwon suddenly appeared in front of me
    He waved and smiled ever so sweetly
    At least he made my night much better ^^
    I also managed to see Yesung’s parents and Donghae’s elder brother as they leave concert hall

    We didn’t spend a lot of time trying to hail a cab back to hotel
    Just that price paid is around 3 times of the original price
    At least we weren’t desperate to hop on a cab that quoted us 10 times the price

    Waited in the hotel lobby to no avail and we were more intent on using the Internet
    With grumbling stomachs, we decided to leave the hotel for our own activities
    Walked a long long way combing through the streets outside our hotel looking for a decent Thai Massage shop
    Finally decided for one that was just average
    Supper was Nissin instant Tom Yum noodles + Coke

    Slept at around 4am and we were dog tired
    I just wish I could sleep my unhappiness away
    Wishing the next day would turn out all well

  • Bangkok I’m Coming!

    It feels good that examinations are out of my system for good
    I’m actually looking forward to the Korean basic level 2 test that Shan and I have been putting off since forever
    Okay, last year to be exact

    Perhaps I should restart my engine to do some reading on my own first
    Heh~

    This weekend is off to Bangkok for the first time in my life
    I mean I finally get to step outta Suvarnabhumi Airport and tarmac!
    The idea itself is exhilarating
    And its gonna be my 4th and 5th Super Show 4
    Still looking forward and very excited about the shows

    In the meantime
    I’m watching what I eat these few days
    To prepare myself for mango glutinous rice, tom yam soup and more goodness!

  • Kona Beans Opening in Apgujeong

    Another new hangout place in Seoul!
    Kona Beans at Apgujeong opening on 22nd Dec 2011
    Opened by Leeteuk Kyuhyun and Sungmin’s mother
    Wooohoo~

    Now I can’t decide whether I should alight at National Assembly Station or
    Apgujeong Station to see my mother-in-laws
    Kekekekekekekekekeke~