• Fan Accounts turned Fanfics?

    Happy New Year everyone!Goodbye 2014, Hello 2015! How did you spend your New Year countdown? I was feeling lazy and decided to skip all invitations to stay home and chillax on New Year’s Eve. I’m not sure if you are aware, every year in Korea, the major broadcasting stations took turns for the New Year Eve countdown broadcast slot. This year, the countdown programme “Gayo Daejaejun” on 31 December 2014 was held by MBC. A long list of artists and groups joined in to celebrate the passing from year 2014 to 2015. The recording is held at three different locations to split up the overwhelming crowd to witness the programme…

  • Come Back Home

    2014 did not get a good start, and it certainly didn’t end on a good note. The overturned Sewol Ferry in April took so many innocent lives. MH370 shocked the entire nation when it went missing. With the technology advancement in our age today, we didn’t think it was possible to have a plane gone missing. Yet again, this morning, QZ8501 faces the same fate of going missing. Having worked as a cabin crew previously, I too have multiple experiences sitting in the plane with the turbulence so bad that I thought I would never make it home. I see the passengers turned their heads looking at me for assurance,…

  • A Break

    I didn’t realise I have not been blogging for such a long time. It is once again Beast’s comeback! Hooray! Two comebacks in a year, Beauties are really spoilt. In case you have not heard the new song released last night at 12.30am (KST), do check out the MV below! It has been quite a different experience for the past few months. I stepped down from a stable job in the government sector and joined a total different trait. Unfortunately, I seem to have joined the wrong team and went through a very painful period. I finally put an end to everything today, when my endurance reached it’s peak. To…

  • Random Ramblings

    August passes in a blink of eye, and September is here. Wooosh! September is already halfway gone. I was just celebrating my birthday last week. The next moment, I realised I am on my way to next birthday. Gosh! We spent the young years wishing time would pass faster, and we’d grow big enough to make our own decisions. Now, I wish time could reverse and have someone make my decisions for me, telling me it’s for my own good. My emotions are all over the place. Accidentally let my well hidden drawer chest loose and emo nemo came swimming out. Time to screw the chest back in place.

  • Grandma’s Birthday

    It was my Grandma’s birthday yesterday. The entire family paid her a visit and celebrate the day with her. A lot of my aunts and uncles finally managed to see my sister for the longest time. I wasn’t feeling very well the whole of yesterday but still decided to go. Luckily I made that decision! The entire family went and I can’t imagine what awful things they would say if I hadn’t go. My sister snapped this photo when none of us noticed. I look so unglam here. LOL~ Kids in this picture was only a fraction of the grandchildren. My grandma gave birth to 7 children, and all of them…

  • Milestone!

    I just recently opened up this blog not long ago, slightly more than 1month to be exact. If you have the patience to scroll through my entries right from the start, good for you! You might notice that it goes back all the way to March 2011. Hey, I’m not lying when I said this blog was opened a month ago! The entries prior to September 2012 were all written in my Livejournal blog. I merely migrated them over. I took the time to even edit the time and date of the articles to exactly when I’ve written them. The painstaking efforts (Sniffs)… Anyway I stepped in my blog today,…

  • Statcounter Fixed

    Finally fixed the statcounter on my blog!The irritating “Send Feedback” button on the bottom right of the page is changed to a statcounterHooray~ Happy refreshing my page, people! ^^/ Some random rumblingsI guess it’s time I re-pick up the Korean which I left dangling somewhereBut I just need the “oomph” in life to get me back on the track againLike having Yesungie’s Kakao talk ID would be such a great helpAll I have is Donghae’sBah… That boy doesn’t reply messagesHumph~ Still forever procrastinating… … …

  • Driven To A Decision

    I guess I should document the decision factors that lead to my resignationFor I have a tendency to think back and reprimand myself for not holding it out longer It started with the year end performance review talk that lasted less than 15min with my LMShe gave me feedback such as I didn’t ‘decorate’ (in the exact words) the documents I send to project managersIf they had wanted me to decorate, jolly well ask me toWhy go such a long way to ask me decorate an excel spreadsheet?!And who decorates excel spreadsheet anyway?!!! Either way the year end review talk endedI nearly hyperventilate when I saw my 2.5 outta 5 score…

  • I Wanna Escape

    I guess it really got to meTears wouldn’t stop flowing on Monday nightThought I had it all sorted out but clearly I didn’t I still care about people’s perceptive of my performanceAnd that I feel unjustified for the treatment given Tried forcing myself to sleep the entire nightWatched vids of my boys on repeated modeIt did lighten my spirits a littleI eventually dozed off at around 4am in the morning Probably due to the lack of sleepAnd my rebellious mode was somehow switched onI didn’t go to work the next morning Towards the night, I got paranoid again on the work waiting for me due to my absenceI dread what’s…

  • Hey

    I’m sorry I think you into someone else And like you for it I didn’t even bother try knowing you It is so much easier liking the character and place it on you Compared to getting to know you Yet again All this I’m feeling does not make a difference to anyone I just wish you’d know my existence