• Relax, I tell myself

    Had another dream the other night
    I wonder why I keep dreaming of school lately
    Especially when I’m having my convocation coming Wednesday
    Finally gonna wave farewell to study life
    Teehee!

    This time I dreamt of myself in Taiwan
    This is really weird considering how much I wanna be in Korea instead
    No matter how hard I tried to recall
    I simply can’t remember the face of the person who was next to me in school, taking care of me

    To see and hear rain falling symbolizes forgiveness and grace. Falling rain is also a metaphor for tears, crying and sadness. If you get wet from the rain, then it indicates cleaning from your troubles and problems.

    To see an umbrella in your dream symbolizes emotional security. You are putting up a shield against your emotions and are trying to avoid dealing with them. If the umbrella is leaking, then it indicates that you are unprepared with facing your problems.

    Mine wasn’t leaking, so does it mean I’m prepared to face my problems?

    To dream of being or going abroad indicates unbalance and chaos in your current situation and condition. Consequently, your dream may represent your need for a change in scenery or a desire to escape from a current situation. You need to make some drastic changes in your life. Alternatively, the dream may suggest that you need to expand your horizons or experience a new sense of spirituality.

    To dream that you are buying something represents your acceptance of an idea, condition, or situation. Consider what item you are buying for additional analysis. Alternatively, the dream means that you are lacking something in your life and are looking for some form of fulfillment.

    I dreamt that I was buying subway card for transportation
    Is my dream telling me I need to get air ticket to go Korea like now?
    LOL

    To dream that you are in school signifies feelings of inadequacy and childhood insecurities that have never been resolved. It may relate to anxieties about your performance and abilities. 

    A teacher relates to issues with authority and seeking approval. You may be going through a situation in your waking life where you feel that you are being treated like a student or in which you feel you are being put to a test.

    I keep telling myself I need to relax and move on
    It seems like I need to put in more effort
    >_<

  • Stress

    I had a nightmare last night
    Dreamt that i was going to have an examination the next day
    Yet I was only halfway through revision
    While trying hard to study, my mum kept appearing to talk to me
    I felt so irritated for being interrupted

    On the day of exam, I thought my parents would gave me a ride to exam hall
    I happily boarded their car, thinking I could study along the way
    It turned out they were only dropping my sister off at the place she wanted, which was far from exam hall
    I was so sulky and lost in my dream
    Anyway I boarded a bus that was going to travel for an hour before I reached my exam hall
    Luckily for me, the exam was set for 1pm in the afternoon and I left house at 9am in the morning
    I wouldn’t be late at all

    The next moment I knew, the exam will be delayed to 3pm
    This was a relieve for me because I could study more~

    And then I woke up… …

    Your dream indicates that you are being put to the test or being scrutinized in some way.
    It highlights some anxiety or agitation that you are experiencing in your waking life.
    Perhaps, you arrive late and miss the exam. Or perhaps time is running out and you cannot complete the exam in the allowed time. These factors contribute to failing the dream test.

    These dreams usually have to do with your self-esteem and confidence or the lack of.
    You tend to believe in the worst about yourself and are often overly worried that you are not making the grade and measuring up to other people’s expectations of you. You may also experience the fear of not being accepted, not being prepared, or not being good enough.

    Your dream also suggests that you are feeling unprepared for a challenge.
    Rarely, these dreams are about the actual content of the test, but rather it is more about the process and how you feel during the exam taking process. These feelings often parallel how you are actually feeling in a particular challenge or situation in your waking like.

    Test dreams are also an indication that you are being judged.
    These dreams serve as a signal for you to examine an aspect of yourself that you may have been neglecting and need to pay more attention to. You may be harboring some guilt because you did not prepare enough for a school exam, meeting, business project, or some project. Most of the time, though, people who have such dreams are unlikely to fail a test in real life. This dream is rooted in the fear and anxiety that you may not meet other’s standards. You are afraid to let others down.

    To dream that you are studying signifies that your intellect and knowledge will catapult you into a path of success and wealth. Alternatively, studying indicates that you need to study more or increase your self-knowledge.

    To dream that you are riding a bus implies that you are going along with the crowd. You are lacking originality and control over where your life is taking.

    To dream that you are riding a vehicle symbolizes the path and direction of your life. If you were riding away, then it suggests that you need to distance yourself from some issue. Alternatively, the dream means that you are going along with someone else’s plans and ideas. You need to be less passive and stand up for yourself.

    To dream about relief suggests that you are trying to reduce the affect of the dream message and images. You may be experiencing a disturbing dream and your conscious is seeking to alleviate the impact. You need to take some time out in order to evaluate your decisions and judgment carefully.

    Such a lengthy dream interpretation
    In short, I am feeling stress and insecure!
    ㅠㅠ

  • 전쟁

    I dreamt of Yesung on Tuesday night!
    But I couldn’t remember any details there after
    I even woke up in the middle of the night and tried to recall the dream
    Satisfied with myself on the result, then drift back into sleep
    I knew I was even smiling to myself (Facepalm
    Argh!

    My dream on wednesday night wasn’t too well
    To dream that you are late signifies your fear of change and your ambivalence about seizing an opportunity. 
    You may feel unready, unworthy, or unsupported in your current circumstances. 
    Additionally, you may be overwhelmed or conflicted with decisions about your future. 
    Time is running out and you no longer have time to accomplish all the things you want. 
    It must be because of my job
    I have been working non stop since 12 years ago
    A break may mean well for me, but I get equally uneasy without income
    And my birthday at the same time, is like a time bomb, telling me my 30 is near
    I couldn’t stop thinking about it!!!!
    I don’t want to grow older ㅠㅠ

    On a lighter note,  I dreamt of myself attending a concert last night
    Super Junior was next up on stage
    Somehow, Yesung was walking right past me to get to the stage
    I murmured 화이팅 under my breath but I guess he didn’t catch it
    Everything was in slow motion then, him walking past me, and me thinking what to do

    The result of confirmed SM Town in Singapore at Marina Bay Floating Platform
    It is true, they are coming on 23 November 2012!
    I’m so determined to get mosh pit tickets
    Only 5000 tickets available out of 18,000 tickets
    Gosh…전쟁이야!!!!!

  • Sigh

    Dreamt of Yesung last night
    He was giving fan service and I got a hug
    Very warm hug
    I whispered “thank you” in Korean in his ears and we parted
    And I was greeted with another very warm smile

    Sigh…
    The aftermath of jealousy from fansign in Korea
    ㅠㅠ

  • Shindong Photocard

    Dreamt of Yesung last night
    Somehow I was at a venue like DND
    But guests were all poly classmates
    When the dinner was coming to an end, we heard from the next table that we could get a random card package from the artist at only KR$1
    The next table showed us photos of their card packages
    Photos were random but turned out to be all their group photos
    They have like 5 – 6 packages

    I was panicky because I was penniless and Yesung was the person giving out card packages
    I so so wanted to get one but the dinner was coming to an end

    I hurried to a table where Yesung was standing on top of it, handing out card packages to whoever wanted it
    I spoke in broken Korean asking how much I have to pay
    He looked at me intently without replying
    My ex-colleague Mich was standing beside me with a KR$1
    She handed it to me and I passed it to Yesung
    He then came so near to passed me my card package
    I could even hear my heart flutter in my dream

    He walked away almost immediately after passing me the card package
    I opened it up to find it was Wu Zun
    So very disappointed
    No Yesung, not even Super Junior

    It must be the aftermath of Super Junior 6Jib Sexy, Free & Single Photocards
    >.<
    I got Shindong from Version A
    Sigh~

  • I don’t understand myself

    I dreamt of myself driving a yellow colour sports car last night
    The car was going so fast that I have difficulty navigating
    So many times i nearly knocked into someone

    To dream that you are driving a car denotes your ambition, your drive and your ability to navigate from one stage of your life to another. Consider how smooth or rough the car ride is. If you are driving the car, then you are taking an active role in the way your life is going. However, if you are the passenger, then you are taking a passive role. Overall, this dream symbol is an indication of your dependence and degree of control you have on your life.

    Someone asked me to stop the car and walk to the destination instead
    The distance was surprisingly short with the short cut he recommended
    I felt relief for parking my car at the roadside without having to worry about knocking anyone down

    To dream about relief suggests that you are trying to reduce the affect of the dream message and images. You may be experiencing a disturbing dream and your conscious is seeking to alleviate the impact. You need to take some time out in order to evaluate your decisions and judgment carefully.

    In my dream we were looking for a place to drink
    And I could feel his interest in me
    He popped the question asking if the feelings was mutual
    I was taken aback and replied “no”
    I regretted this answer though
    For the remaining of the night, I was trying to matchmake him and another friend
    Somehow still regretting my answer “no”
    But they did get closer as time goes by

    To dream about regret indicates that you are preoccupied with waking disappointments and dissatisfaction. These could be repressed or negative feelings about yourself. The feelings you have in your dream are usually reflective of what you are feeling in real life, but you may not be expressing them appropriately.

  • Emotional Insecurity?

    It was raining in my dream last night
    I got my faulty umbrella to work but it was weighing on my head
    At least I wasn’t wet from the heavy downpour

    To see an umbrella in your dream symbolizes emotional security.
    You are putting up a shield against your emotions and are trying to avoid dealing with them.
    If the umbrella is leaking, then it indicates that you are unprepared with facing your problems.





  • Wishes

    I dreamt of Super Show again last night
    Didn’t see the boys in my dream though
    It’s enough to not wanting to wake up

    To dream that you are at a concert represents harmony and cooperation in a situation or relationship in your waking life.
    You are experiencing an uplift in your spirits.

    I wish trip to Korea would come faster
    I wish new work opportunities would come faster

    I wish I wish
    I wish upon the stars…

  • Nightmares

    I dreamt yet again
    It’s been one nightmare after another
    This time, I dreamt of cockroaches since the last one 2 months ago

    To see a cockroach in your dream symbolizes uncleanness.
    It also signifies longevity, tenacity and renewal.
    You need to re-evaluate major aspects of your life.
    Alternatively, the dream represents an undesirable aspect of yourself in which you need to confront.

    These cockroaches suggest much negativity around you which undoubtedly effects various aspects of your daily life.
    I suspect that these dreams reoccur because you have not yet begin to deal with the process of self-renewal.
    You can start by having a new and positive outlook.
    Keep an optimistic frame of mind.

    To dream that you are taking a shower in clear, fresh water symbolizes spiritual or physical renewal and forgiveness.
    You are washing the burdens out of your life.

    To see water in your dream symbolizes your subconscious and your emotional state of mind.
    Water is the living essence of the psyche and the flow of life energy.
    It is also symbolic of spirituality, knowledge, healing and refreshment.

    To hear running water in your dream denotes meditation and reflection.
    You are reflecting on your thoughts and emotions.

    To dream that you or someone is yelling represents repressed anger that needs to be expressed.
    If you are yelling and no one hears, then it suggests that you are being overlooked in some waking situation.
    You feel that your voice does not matter or that your opinion does not count.

    Too much negativity
    Too much unhappiness surrounds me

  • Missing Again

    I dreamt again the night before
    That somehow I was in the same place where Yesung is

    It was given notion that Yesung would take photos with everyone there and we immediately clattered around him
    I saw my mum holding on to a DSLR camera and was apparently the photographer
    I was standing one person away from Yesung, directing her where take photos from
    My mum was very insecure and keep mumbling she doesn’t know how to take photos
    In the end I gave up my position and offered to take photos for everyone else

    To dream that you are taking a picture suggests that you need to focus more attention on some situation or relationship. Perhaps, you feel that you need to recapture some past moments in a relationship. Alternatively, taking a picture refers to your desires to hold onto a certain moment in your life.

    After the photography session, I was so upset because I wasn’t in the pictures
    Someone came up to me and commented in disgust, that I was perspiring a lot

    To dream that you are sweating suggests that you are experiencing some overwhelming anxiety, stress, fear, or nervousness in your life. This dream may serve to remind you that in order to achieve success, you need to endure the struggle and efforts that go along with success. Alternatively, sweating signifies a kind of cleansing or ridding of bad karma. You may be going through an emotional cool-off period.

    Next moment, I’m watching a Super Show concert
    The boys were everywhere as usual
    Shindong commented something about us standing too forward, and telling us to be careful
    Heechul was smiling and waving back when I shouted out his name, waving frantically

    To dream that you are waving to someone represents your connection to that person. You are trying to gain their recognition or get their attention. Perhaps there is a certain aspect of this person that you need to incorporate into your own self. The dream may also signify your need to develop deeper and closer friendship ties. 

    I miss the boys
    So much… … …